Monday, April 13, 2009

Sunday, April 12, 2009

History repeating itself?

I know whats happening but i wont say a word. I´ll wait like a good girl

Its easter

There are few times when i wish i had someone that could say "I want to listen to you". Things even get more tough when you have someone in your life who cant give you that kind of attention because my problems compared to his are absolutely crap, boring and pointless. Besides, being far away doesnt help. And its complicated when you feel the distance is being more than physical. somehow its turning into an emotional distance. I can only hope and wait for everything to grow. Maybe things are not as strong as i thought and feel or maybe its a matter of time and possibly if we meet more times we could know and figure out if this is something to build a future. Happy Easter

Monday, April 06, 2009

sometimes soulmates..sometimes..

Sometimes i still think we are a secret. Sometimes im not used to call you more than a friend to people because im scared. Sometimes i still think your feelings are not for the right reasons. Sometimes i still think im not the one you want, im the one you have. But sometimes im so damn sure we are soulmates and made for each other. Sometimes i know we´ll grow old together! Day by day learning.

guess im a bloody romantic after all

Today, when i was coming home, an old couple was sitting in front of me. They were in their 70 and while they were chatting and laughing about everyday stuff and their own stuff they were holding hands. It was one of the most sweet, beautiful scenes i´ve ever seen. The way they looked to each other was filled with love, tenderness. You could tell they´ve known each other all their lives! It was such a touching moment, i´ll never forget!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Another perfect gift from my love

Just went today to the cinema and when i got home it was waiting for me!
You´re the best my baby bee

Saturday, March 28, 2009

P J Harvey and John Parish- Black Hearted Love

us

Thoughts, fears and broken heart mixathon

Maybe its sooner than we thought but on the other hand we thought we didnt make this far. At this stage we should be stronger and closer than ever and the truth is, im far away. I suffer, im hurt inside because i should be there, by your side. Giving you all my support, love, caring and tenderness but unfortunately i can only do that by messages, msn, phone calls. I know its not enough although im trying my best. I feel so hopeless. A giant wave of frustration wants to take over me but i still and hope to be your rock, so i try not to let it happen. Specially now! Im scared of what might happen while im not there and im so damn scared that you might grow appart from me for not being there. I know you love and need me but i also know its times like these when people are put to test. Im afraid of us without each other now.

Friday, March 27, 2009

For you

You´re in my thoughts and heart everyday, every hour and every second. .

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

My endless love

In my heart we´re like this. Today and now more than ever. Because some things are impossible to measure! Together facing whatever comes your way, my way..Our! Love you forever

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

im tired, i need some days off

Think before writting

Today i made a rude comment about someone i dont know. Someone who´s or was a close friend of my best friend. How disrespectful and stupid that is? Me and my big mouth! I still need to learn to shut the f*** up, really do!

Monday, March 16, 2009

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

slumdog love

This is the kind of love you only see in movies. Yet, how i wish that could happen with me. A girl can dream! (sigh)

cuteness

my baby girl chillin

Monday, February 16, 2009

Sunday, February 08, 2009

ultimate grumpyness

In my researchs and readings i found something interesting. At some point, someone explained there are 3 kinds of love.
So, aparently there is love that lasts for 2 months, big love that lasts 2 years and great love which is the one who changes our lives. It also said, when we cant have or lost our great love, something inside of us die and after a while, we close that chapter. Hopefully we might find the second great love or we can find love and big love but never another great one. I dont know if its true but it was nice to read this practical views.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

my one and only

how can i be so selfish sometimes? when all i want to do is make you happy? theres nothing like loving you. i wish it grows even stronger. you complete me

hope your flight wont be cancelled

Monday, February 02, 2009

Bee Pucca

Instead of wanting to go back in time, i need to face the present like a woman. I still think i´ll ruin everything unless i kill all my demons. The cruel truth is, im not sure if i´ll be able to do that ever. All i know is how unfair this is for both of us, specially for you! It got me thinking..im a good, caring, understanding friend but im definately a looser as a girlfriend. At least im good in one thing :)

Simply beautiful

Last time i was there i made a wish!

Crazy in love and waiting

Antony - If It Be Your Will

Perfection!

Brilliant

Kaiser Chiefs, Coliseu Lisboa 01-02-2009

Thursday, January 29, 2009