what if part 3

what if part 2

what if

Thriller by mr Vader

star wars weekend 2010

one of my biggest wishes

my one and only

how can i be so selfish sometimes? when all i want to do is make you happy? theres nothing like loving you. i wish it grows even stronger. you complete me

hope your flight wont be cancelled

The Shock Of The Lightning

singing in the car!!!

Go Let It Out

the countdown just started

felt like giving some flowers to myself

Bee Pucca

Instead of wanting to go back in time, i need to face the present like a woman. I still think i´ll ruin everything unless i kill all my demons. The cruel truth is, im not sure if i´ll be able to do that ever. All i know is how unfair this is for both of us, specially for you! It got me thinking..im a good, caring, understanding friend but im definately a looser as a girlfriend. At least im good in one thing :)

Simply beautiful

Last time i was there i made a wish!

Crazy in love and waiting

Antony - If It Be Your Will

Perfection!

Brilliant

Kaiser Chiefs, Coliseu Lisboa 01-02-2009

heres to many, many more...hopefully

Thank you!

U2 - Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me

amazing

U2-Discotheque

Still love this one

Our night away in march....tenby

Cant wait!

The biggest decision

You said you can wait, but im sure you wont.

If i dont decide properly i´ll never forgive myself.

Me after my bloody hair cut

Wolf Like Me - TV on the Radio

we´re howling forever! one of my fav songs ever

I want milk

Oscars 2009

Although theres a lot of lobbys and shit it still excites me very much. Let the countdown begin

Magnolia - Wise Up

One of the most beautiful moments and movie ever made

i present to you the great art of paint......on canvas

dont hurt me Arch, im only little

Are there any classes?

I truly believe there are people who are natural born flirters. It comes so naturaly, sometimes they dont even know they´re doing it! I know at least 2 persons who do that perfectly. In a way, i feel a bit jealous cause i never knew how to work charms and stuff like that. In fact, i cant even handle or deal with a compliment so flirting is something i just dont know how to do it! My lack of self esteem, confidence and shyness always got in the way or maybe im a romantic fool who believes in everlasting love!

Nevertheless, im willing to start learning a few hints, maybe i´ll feel better or just to experience how it feels, in fact, i guess i want to know how will I feel doing it. Is it worthy? Funny? Will it fulfill me?

Most important is trying to understand what drives flirters to do it. And considering the cases i know, what happens when they fall in love?

Perfect

Até se escaparam algumas lágrimas de saudade

Estive ontem a ouvi-lo, ainda me lembrava de muitas letras!!!

In loop

Antony and the Johnsons, The Crying Light (2009)

Trent Reznor, Peter Murphy, TV On The Radio: Dreams

Orgasmic!

True love scares me

Awesome

Antony and the Johnsons - Crazy in Love (Beyonce cover)

This is a true, genuin artist! Picked a crappy song and turned it into something beautiful

My Antony

I fell in love with you

Now you´re my one, my only one

´Cause all my life i´ve been so blue

But in that moment you fulfilled me

from me to the world

2009 - the sound of music

Oasis ; Kaiser in lisbon then in cardiff ; and....and.... Antony!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cant wait for the crying light

Another world EP in loop. I´ll have to wait till January for the album (massive sigh) and then in May, Antony and me will be in the same room. Note to self : no make up and a lot of tissues!

In 3 weeks

in a few days it´ll be over..ufffff

From the hive to you

B Bzzz bzz

I still wonder

Wish

one perfect gift

Maybe someday they will do "little miss doesnt get it right ever"

Lisa Lampanelli on Clay Aiken

Brilliant!

Soon

The Spot

It was here, in this very same place at night, where you made me so happy! It was one of the most beautiful moments ever..I love you!

Freddy´s lane

Hiving

Our first hives as something else. I love you, thank you for making me so happy!

NY

Dont know when, just know it will happen..most importantly, i know it has to be with you! hoping you keep in mind what we promised to each other! we dont know what will happen with us, but even we´re not a couple then, New York will have to be for us!!!

Us

I couldnt take any pic of "the spot"..The perfect weekend with my...well...

this is gonna be fun!

Friday night! Llanelli night out! Im sure its gonna be really fun and cool! I´ll spend the weekend with my special friend and his mates! its gonna be exciting!

p.s. i hope you´ll think about it, you´re so not ready!

Tenho a cabeça cheia de más ideias

E como se não bastasse, ainda tenho a audácia de verbaliza-las..Bahh

Serei sempre um lulu da pomerânia disfarçado de pitbull

Odeio ser como sou, insegura e patética. Odeio ser como sou, racional e pessimista. Odeio ser como sou, bruta e besta. Agora que houve alguém que derrubou este muro construído para humanos, deveria estar feliz mas não estou. Deveria estar feliz por amar, ser amada. Depois de tanto esforço e batidelas de cabeça que o fiz passar. Mesmo sabendo o quanto seria fácil e simples ver-se livre de mim, penso sempre que está por pena, por eu ser o refugo mais a jeito, mais "perto". Constantemente na minha cabeça de atum a ideia de que vou ser trocada, assim sem mais nem menos. Mesmo pensando no q me disse uma amiga; "Tu és uma besta, se ele está é pq gosta mesmo de ti". Tenho medo, medo porque sei que estamos a arriscar a nossa amizade. O amor só estraga, destrói..E depois? quando o amor passar não podemos ser amigos, confidentes, próximos. Um amor vale uma amizade? Agora que estamos prestes a assumir o que somos um para um o outro, vale a pena? Não tenho ilusões de que o amor acaba e passa-se à fase amigável, não é assim que funciona. Muito menos quando serei eu a tentar reconstruír o pouco que restar do meu coração, já é tão pouco, tão escasso, tão miudinho. Não posso dizer não. No entanto, não quero dizer sim. Quanto tempo vai durar, não sei. A unica certeza que tenho é que não poderei voltar a ser amiga!

my past mistakes will haunt me forever..yet, i wont give up

friendship VS love

Risking a true, beautiful and wonderful friendship over love can be tricky. I truly believe some people have so much love to give, its quite impossible to spend that love with just one person. It doesnt mean someone loves you less, it just means you´ll have to choose between sharing or leave it. The truth is, people look at love and relationships in many different ways, the common factor is the feeling that bond two people.

The saddest thing is when the love dies...you´ll think if it was worth it! Things wont be the same, they never are..Two ex-best friends, ex-lovers can turn into two strangers..talking about everything but the pain!

Blogofio

Pinilla desafiou-me a: - colocar uma foto individual; - escolher uma banda ou artista; - responder às questões somente com títulos de canções da referida banda; - desafiar outras 4 pessoas, sem esquecer de as avisar 1.És homem ou mulher? 2. Descreve-te: Supermassive black Hole 3. O que as pessoas acham de ti? Butterflies and Hurricanes 4. Como descreves o teu último relacionamento? Stockolm Syndrome 5. Descreve o estado actual da tua relação com o teu namorado ou pretendente: Feeling Good 6. Onde querias estar agora? Starlight 7. O que pensas a respeito do amor? Time is running out 8. Como é a tua vida? Map of the Problematique 9. O que pedirias se pudesses ter só um desejo? Invincible 10. Escreve uma frase sábia: Sing for Absolution Passo o desafio a:

wether it happens or not..we´ll still be...

Llanelli, part II

Come fly away with me! Back to wales on the 14th november..Very excited to see my special bee! Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeea! Someday i might go for good

sometimes..

I still feel im not good enough.

sunday tea

Oasis, Dig Out Your Soul

yupiii

Bloody Weekend

Em loop

Official Watchmen Trailer

(suspiro) ainda falta :(

Miss you my darling

R.I.P

Do you remember the first time?

The kiss (sigh)